new raspberry; �HATES technological I am sick to death of erectile dysfunction, pass the tampons please |
Yeah, it was good Yeah, it was good Well of course it was. Nothing like two old lesbians knockin� it out on a winter�s night. In other news�I got a nice note from urbancadence saying �You need to update MORE!!!!! :)� Made me smile because I�m never sure if anyone a) reads this drivel and b) wants to read more. Stop in there and read a while. Show him some internet love. I have diarrhea of the keyboard. I�m a frustrated writer. I would update many, many times a day but a) my family would really scream about how much time I spend making love to the keyboard and b) I don�t want this to turn into something along the lines of, �I walked the dogs today. It made them happy.� Boring!!! My family knows all about the website I keep for the folks we left behind when we moved from CA to KS. They know all about the photoblog too. They know nothing of this site. With good reason. It�s not my rant site (for I have one of those), but it�s my personal space where I can flesh out the ideas that run through my head, both good and evil. No, it�s not a rant spot, not at all. I think the word I am looking for is purge. That�s it, purge. It�s like when you want to unload on someone, but the feelings are so strong that if you verbalize with them it will probably come out all wrong and everyone ends up pissed. So you sit down and write them a letter and then come back to it 24 hours later to see if you still feel the same way and if you still want to verbalize. Many times the passion has dissipated and while you feel some residual angst, the very act of getting the words out on paper, be it virtual or literal, has negated the need to burden someone else. I was at an AA meeting the other night and someone shared the following: �Resentments are like an acid that eats the container it�s held in.� That�s what this place is for me. Yeah, I do share some happy times with this diary, but it�s a place for me to purge my resentments too. And if that helps to keep me sane and benefits everyone, then it�s worth every penny of that gold membership I pay here.
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